I wish you could look at the random assortment of pictures I've reposted on my blog and understand who I am and how I feel about you. 

I miss so much and so often.

just breath

it won't die if you let it breath

i know i didn't have to break my door in.. but i felt out of place with you.

you only like me when i smile
and only need me when you can't

i still think about you more than what's comfortable.

in my heart i don't want to give you up..
but my head says to wash my hands.

things are so different in sunlight

i'm not always sure about my path.
only, that it is mine.

s.t.

sometimes we just need the faintest of hope to get us through our day..

sorry i crushed yours..

everyday i look in the mirror wanting to be someone else..

everynight i go to bed happy that my life is no different.

you can't miss something that only exists when you're not around.

there is nothing more inviting
than to watch the re-selling of a gentleman's soul

wishfull thinking

where have you been hiding

in your house

in between shadows

underneath lies and insecurities

she makes me want to have that love that i'm scared of..

she makes me feel like a happy ending..

where have they been
we've been here waiting to be saved

is there a day

never is there a day worthy of words

and if only truth was wanted things would improve
legitimacy is only right when applauded

thank me when you've followed through

library.

it's 1 am

what am i doing here

mandarin signing in my ear.

wish i was somewhere else, but anywhere but home