i want out

I want to start over- I want to disappear- I want to go somewhere new

someplace I’ve never been- I want to be anonymous in a city-

I want to leave everyone and everything I know-

I want to break all ties- I want to go alone- I want to be alone- I want to be lonely-

I want to be uncomfortable and awkward- I want to feel free fresh and new-

I want to suffer- I want to survive-

I want to forget responsibility-

I want that sensation of being scared and excited in a big new place-

I want to appreciate new people new feelings-

I want to cherish the good and learn from the bad- I want to notice the little things-

I want to forget who I was- I want to know who I am now- I want change- I want experience-

I want out-