i wish..

i wish we hadn't talked today-
i wish i was still mad at you for not having called-
i wish i didn't miss you-
i wish your voice didn't sound so apathetic-
i wish i felt hope-
i wish i didn't care-
i wish it was spring-
i wish you still loved me-
i wish i knew if you ever really loved me-
i wish i wouldn't have given it all away on the first cute boy with a smile-
i wish i could take it back-
i wish you were holding me-
i wish i knew how this all ends-
i wish i was happy-