i read things i know i wasn't supposed to..
i danced through words that weren't for my eyes..
things were said that i was never supposed to know..
stories weren't told that should have been..
despite the guilt for knowing when i shouldn't have..
i feel less sorrow than i think i should..
i shouldn't know how you talk to her or her to you..
but i do now, and it would make another sad..
i am not down.. but distant..
i now feel more sure of myself in this mess we have created and called love.
i know for sure that this has all been fun and fantasy and that i will be able to move on when the time comes, without heartache..

i do not regret what i have done.


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