and yet another goodbye

it wouldn't be the first time i've been left
& i know it won't be the last
that's what makes it easier
knowing that there will be more heartache, disappointment and loneliness
those emotions and feelings are nothing i haven't dealt with before
they are nothing to be afraid of
besides there will be- i know there will be amazing moments of..
and really, right now this goodbye isn't completely depressing
actually it's kind of comforting
reassuring me that i'm still strong that this is but a tiny prick in the cracks of my heart and head