and i've come home drunk again
with so many secrets
and sad stories swelling inside my head
how can i sleep
friends of mine who hate friends of roommates with babies that are ghosts
lovers who fight when they drink
who drink because they're happy
how do i cope
am i supposed to cope at all
all these things
these problems- they're not my own
but they affect me everyday
how can i sleep without thinking
how can i sleep without drinking
visions of other's fights-
suicide attempts
unexpected babies
adultries - running through my head
i wonder- if anyone else has to deal with loved ones like these
every possible disappointment but death
but it seems it's on the horizon