i can feel the fear rising inside me as the rain falls hard around me
listening to the saddest song i could find
feeling as if my own is possibly more so.
or am i being over dramatic
the fear is lumping in the back of my throat
i feel like i could choke on it
just run out of air
driving-swerving-crashing in the rain
with no breath and his name staining my cheeks
someone would find me cold and heartbroken in the roadside grass.
i can't help but believe i killed him and that i deserve this fate
it will correct all wrongs
the fear of tragedy is overtaking me
the car is slipping in the thick puddles of heavy rain
could this be.. THE night.