can this goodbye be real

you said goodbye......

without tradgedy or balloons
no more than that- you left
with out a call- no words- no feelings-

redundant sunrises and sunsets - nothing changed
and then you called
with the saddest voice i could ever recognize

telling me not of your new world- but your love--
as you spoke-- my head broke and my heart swelled--
with regret and tears

..... i said goodbye with out believing it was all true