if you only listened like you used to.. maybe you might hear me.

if you only cared enough.. you would know you're hurting me.

if you actually loved me unconditionally like you say you do.. i wouldn't feel so alone.. i wouldn't feel like i'm constantly to blame.. i wouldn't always be striving to make things right when i was never in the wrong.

if only things weren't so complicated in your head. and you could just see me. see the girl i am. not the person you met long ago. or the fantasy friend you've created me to be.

if.. if we could just be, again..